Move In The Right Direction

There comes the time in each of our lives when you stop for a second from trying to keep up with the world, when you look back to see how far have you gone, and most importantly - are you moving in the right direction... So... Are you moving in the right direction?

If you could stop the time for a few seconds, and rewind the time... let`s say five years ago... are you in the place you wanted to be five years back? 

I never make plans. I think that people who make plans are destined to fail, cause plans never turn out the way they`re supposed to. Those people are the people who want to fail. I never did the planning thing. I suck at planning... well, maybe not that much at planning as much as sticking to the plan. Plans are like straight lines that take you from place A to place B. I`ve been pretty much keep running in circles my whole life ending up on places G, F or W on the way from A to B. What`s up with that? Is it just me or there are more people like this out there?

I lived with myself whole my life... (well there was few times when I haven`t been speaking to me for like a week or so, but that`s not the theme this time ;) ) and the fact is that I know much better other people, even random people just walking through my life than I know myself. 

So, the real question is WHO AM I???

There are so many things that defines a person - you know like family, friends, what kind of music are you into ( for the great part of my life I thought I could never get along with a person who listens to any kind of metal music, cause you know, they`re all like "weird", but the fact is those are some of the best people I ever met. So, yeah, you could say I`m judgmental, but I also admit when I`m wrong...)... 

And by the way I have written this post you can say that I`m really random, and all over the place person (see what I meant by running in circles?).

So here`s the plan: since I`m really annoyed by the way my life is going on right now, I`m gonna try... No, I`m gonna cut out of it all the things I don`t like, and try some new stuff, and along the way define who I really am, and where am I going. Running in circles is fun, but it`s really monotonous after some time.