Ocean Soul

Feeling of loneliness... It sucks! It really sucks! Feeling that no one really cares about you, even you thought they do, even they are supposed to... That really sucks! Big time!

No matter how hard I`ve tried not to think that everyone`s the same - they kinda are... Everybody cares about themselves. They come first - then everybody else, if there`s space for them of course. People are selfish and self-absorbed. That`s the truth. 

And when we`re on the topic of truth - Have anybody noticed that "truth" is really flexible? For each and everyone "truth" is what they want it to be. And when you tell them how things really are, all they can do is scream something in their defense and end the topic. Just like that. "It`s over. We have nothing further to discuss." Come on, seriously? Is that all anybody can ever say? I guess that`s it. Cause I never found anyone so far willing to finish discussion they started.

Everyone is searching for someone to blame. They are never the ones to blame. They all play victims... Yeah, right!

Don`t get me wrong... I can be like this sometimes, but I`m not afraid to admit that I`ve been wrong. And I`ve been wrong many times. I might be even wrong right now... 

But so far, this is my choice. And, if all of this isn`t right I "choose" to be wrong, same way I will "choose" to say that I`m wrong. And I`m not scared, or ashamed to admit that I`m wrong.

And after all, we all choose to become who we really are. Maybe that`s their choice? I just need to learn to accept things as they are, and if things are really like this... than this isn`t the society I want to belong to...

OceanSoul - Nightwish/by TheIslander

Losing emotion
Finding devotion
Should I dress in white and search the sea
As I always wished to be - one with the waves
Ocean Soul